Mama In The Making:

I Have Always Wanted To Be A Mama Ever Since I Was A Little Girl, It Is All I Have Ever Wanted, Besides Being A Good Wife Too. I Can't Think Of Anything I've Ever Wanted More In All My Life. I Have It All Planned Out, Every Single Little Detail. Names, Room Themes And Ideas, Outfits, And The List Goes On And On. Unfortunately I Have Not Accomplished That Dream Quite Yet, Being Almost 30 And Struggling With Infertility, That Road Hasn't Been The Easiest. It's Actually Been Quite Tough Believe It Or Not, Many Many Prayers And Tears Later I'm Learning That My Road To Motherhood May Look A Little Different Than The Traditional Road For Most Women. We Have Started Looking Into Surrogacy And Adoption For The Sake Of Our Future Family.  I Didn't Really Know How To Feel About It In The Beginning. It Hurt My Heart In Ways That I Could Never Explain. I Have Always Had This Dream But My Momma Pointed Out To Me That My Dream Is To Be A Mama, And Sometimes That Means Maybe Not Bearing Your Own Children But God Will Never Give You A Desire That He Cannot And Will Not Fulfill.  I've Often Caught Myself Strolling Through The Baby Section Of The Store Just To Look At Clothes And Supplies. Sometimes Bows And Shoes As Well. My Fiancée Zack Is Always So Supportive Of This Kind Of Adventure Or Anything And Everything That I Find On Pinterest And Send To Him All Through Out The Day. When I Lost My First Baby Almost Two Years Ago, I Struggled With Coping With All The Emotions And Feelings That You Have After That Kind Of Experience, I Can Now Honestly Say That I Have Healed In Ways I Never Thought That I Would Thanks Zack. He Is Definitely One Of A Kind And I Will Forever Be Thankful For Him. Our Babies Will One Day Have The Most Amazing Dad And I Cannot Wait To Experience That Walk In Life With Him. One Day I Will Hold Little A.L.J Or Little W.G.J In My Arms In A Winnie The Pooh Or Vintage Disney(Pink and Bows) Themed Nursery In The Rocking Glider That I Will Just Have To Have And My Favorite Coffee In My Mama Mug With My Matching PJ's With My Sweet Baby Thinking That Life Cannot Get No Better Than It Is In That Very Moment. Truth Is Life Is Pretty Great Right Now, It's Just Us, And Our Furbaby Sadie. We Are Planning To Travel And Have Some Experiences That We Have Always Wanted And Take Our Time Turning The Next Page Into Parenthood. I Am Content And Happy With What We Have Now So For Now I Will Just Consider Myself A Mama In The Making. 




Popular posts from this blog

Image
My Favorite  Shower Routine And Items: Self Care Is Something That Is Very Important To Me, I Always Try To Have A Full Self Care Day At Least One A Week But Honestly I Do Small Things On The Daily As Well. This Blog Is Gonna Focus On All My Favorite Items That I Use To Make Me Feel Like The Queen I Am.  I Have Become More Into The Soft Girl Vibe Lately. Comfort Clothes Still Cute, Simple Hairstyles, And All The Skin And Oral Care. If Your Anything Like Me Then A Really Good Everything Shower Will Make You Feel Like A Million Bucks. Let's Talk A Little More In Depth About My In Shower Must Haves. First Of All, Scrubbies. Either The Silicone Ones Or The Loofa Like Ones. I Got To Have One. They Need To Also Be REplaced On A Regular Basis As Well. No Question About It, When In Doubt Throw It Out, And Buy New. The First Thing That I Work On In The Shower Is My Hair. I Double Wash With Pantene Pro-V Moisture Renewal Shampoo, And Then Deep Condition With The Old Spice Gentleman's Co...
Read more
Image
  My Favorite Cleaning Tips/Tricks: I Think We All Have Some Kind Of Household Chore That They Don't Get The Most Joy Out Of Having To Complete. Sometimes Though You Just Have To Throw Your Hair Up In A Bun And Turn On Some Tunes And Just Get Your Self Motivated. Lately My Go To Has Been Praise And Worship Music While Cleaning Because The More That I Think About It. I Am Forever Thankful For The Dirty Dishes Which Go To Show My Family Is Fed, The Dirty Laundry That Shows That We All Have A Form Of Employment, Which Keeps A Home Under Our Feet And A Roof Above Our Heads.  Having A Clean Smelling House Is Always One Big Key Of Mine, I Have Come To Love A Few Cleaning Products Inparticular. I Have Fell In Love With Our Swiffer Wet Jet With The Gain Scented Floor Pads, But Nothing In My Opinion Beats An Old Fashion Mop And Bucket. (Streak Free Floors: 1 Cup Of Vinegar, 4-5 Drops Of Dawn Dish Soap, Scalding Hot Boiling Water, 2 Tablespoons Of Tide Powder). Your Floors Will Sparkle ...
Read more
Image
Spend A Week In Florida With My Family: This Was Our First Official Family Vacation To Florida For All Of Us, Except For My Stepdad And My Fiancée (Zack Grew Up There). It Was Definitely One For The Books. We All Had So Much Fun! We Found A Beautiful House Just A Few Blocks From The Beach. It Was Perfect For Our Group, Including An In Ground Pool That We All Lived In All Week Long, As Much As We Could Anyways. We Had So Many New Experiences And Tried Many New Restaurants And Cooked Some Really Good Food At The House A Few Nights. I'm Going To Give You Our Week In A Day By Day Fashion, With All Of My Recommendations Included As We Go Along. Day One: We Arrived Around Lunchtime, And We All Met Up At The Local Restaurant "The Cow's Head" For A Really Tasty Lunch After Our Drive That Morning. Zack And I Both Tried The Cow Head Patty Melt And Fries, It Was Good But Super Spicy! After Lunch, My Momma Was Ready To See Some Water. It Just So Happened We Were A Block Away From...
Read more