Infertility Warrior: 

Fighting For My Rainbow.

It's Not For The Weak, And Only A Chosen Few Battle It. If You Have Ever Been There Then You Know What It Feels Like. It's Really More Than Anyone Should Ever Have To Bare. It's Month After Month Of Negative Tests And Seeing Countless Baby Supplies And Just Wanting To Break Down And Cry. You Just Wanna Scream Into a Pillow Just As Loud As You Possibly Could. God Only Understands How That Feels Deep Inside. The One Thing That I Want To Express Here Is You Are Never Alone, No Matter What Your Story Is, I'm Here For You. I Have Struggled With Infertility And PCOS All My Adult Life. It Is The Hardest Most Emotional Thing I've Ever Been Through. Although, Thankfully I Did Have My Aunt Who Understood My Story, I Also Know How It Feels To Have The Feeling That You Don't Have Anyone On Your Side. The Biggest Suggestion That I Can Give You Is To Find You A Tribe Of People Who Understand Your Story And Your Pain. Don't Give Up Until You Do. I'm Not Sure If You Read My About Me Or Not But If You Did I'm Pretty Sure That You Seen The Part About The "Heartfelt Earrings". If You Haven't Heard Of Them, You Should Really Check Them Out On Facebook. Along With Some Of The Most Beautiful Earrings I've Ever Seen, You Also Get The Opportunity To Join The Most Supportive Group That I've Ever Seen In All My Life. Saying That I Love My Heartfelt Family Is Not Putting It Lightly, They Have Gotten Me Through Some Super Rough Times In My Life. Especially The Unfortunate Passing Of My Beloved Aunt That I Mentioned In The Lines Above, Who Passed Away Just This Past April. That Was A Really Rough Time For Me, But I Have Not A Doubt In My Mind That She Lives In Heaven With Jesus Now And Like She Told Us Before She Left This Cruel Old World, She's Helping Care For The Babies. I Have My Own Personal Story That I Shared With Her The Last Time I Seen Her About My Own Infertility Battles And She Was Always A Strong Believer That I Would An Amazing Momma One Day. Now That I'm Getting Older It Is Becoming More Apparent That I May Have To Take An Alternate Route To Motherhood But That Is Okay, No Matter How It Comes Along. Adoption, Surrogacy Or Just A Plain Miracle, I Am Willing To Accept The Path That God Puts Me Own.  My Heart Goes Out To All The Other Women Who Struggle With The Monster Of Infertility Too. 

Just Remember You Too Will Always Be,

#InfertilityWarriors 




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