Just A Plus Size Queen:

All My Life I Have Been Know As The "FAT" Girl. I Have Always Had Self Esteem Issues And Confidence. The Scale Has Always Has A Leash Around My Neck. I've Been Made Fun Of For Years Because "I'm Fat And Ugly." So Much So That My Nickname Through Every Year Of Middle School And Most Of High School Was "Warthog." Only God Really Knows How That Affects Someone And The Mental State That It Will Put You. I Have Also Struggled With Mental Illness Really Since My Middle School Years As Well. People Always Think That Making Fun Of My Weight Or My Looks Will Effect Me And Most Of The Time It Does But I'm Getting Stronger Every Single Day And It Is Getting Easier To Love Myself The Way That I Was Created To Be.  There Is So Many Things I Have Conquered In Life And Being The Fat Girl Or The Fat Friend In The Group Is The Biggest One. I'm The Friend Who Weight Is Always A Low Key Issue That's Why I Rarely Get Invited To Do Anything With My "Friends." My Invite Most Always Gets Skipped. That's Okay Really Though. It's Hard Some Times But You Learn To Just Let Sh*t Go. I've Always Wanted To Be Able To Wear Those Cute Girly Outfits And Really Dig In Deep To My Feminine Side, But Most Of The Time I Either Can't Find It In My Size Or My Legs Are So Big That It Just Won't Work. It's A really Hard Situation To Be In Honestly But You Just Make The Best Of It. Now One Thing I'm Keen About In My Appearance Is Making Sure My Nails And Toes Stay Done And I'm Digging More Deep Into Hairstyles That Don't Make Me Look Like Agatha Trenchbull Off Of The Matilda Movie. I'm Not The Best When It Comes To Makeup And Skin Care, I Don't Really Know What I'm Doing. I Love The Girly/Soft Vibe That Is All Over My Pinterest And I Wanna Develop That Style But All The Comments In My Head Tell Me Other Wise. Unfortunately It's Not Something That Can Be Changed Overnight. This Is Almost 20 Years Of People Making Comments Along With My Confidence And Self Esteem Issues. If You Take Anything Away From This Blog Post It Would Be This. The Scale Don't Show Your Worth And You Don't Owe It A D*mn Thing! Please Make Sure That You Always Remember That Your Worth Is Not Measured By Your Scale Or Your Pants Size.




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